Greetings my friends! Welcome to my bloggie!:D
Feel free to click and scroll around, BUT it's a definite must to TAG before you leave. (: The author is none other than ♥Tiara♥, a crazy-spongebob-loving girl who gave her first cry on 14 Feb.(I know! It's Val's Day! Woots!) She now studies in CHIJ St Nicholas Girls' School, a school which she kinda dreads, and is a true believer in Christ.(:

I love to do the snorting sounds when I laugh. NOT.
I love reading a lot and loads of people keep calling me a typical geek and a RETARD.
BUT I DON'T WANNA BE A TYPICAL GEEK! I want to be a special geek.(: A COOL geek, and a crazy retard. :D

Special Facts About Me:
+I love eating fish so much that I even eat its brain and eyes! =D
+I have a REALLY WEIRD eating habit-I always eat the meat last and the others first. :D
+My body will naturally turn into sleep mode once I enter a car.
+I don't understand girls, my own gender, completely.
+And I can speak Indonesian better than Chinese. I think.

OK enough of the talking. I bet you guys must be like, WHATEVER.

HOPE YOU ENJOY ROAMING AROUND!=D
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♥ Grow taller
♥ Get A1s for all my subjects and at least a B3 for my Chinese.
♥ More hangouts! =D
♥ Less choir practices?
♥ YOU! :P
There's nothing much I want actually. This is just random.

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This poem reflects some difficult parts of my life, so I'm just sharing it with you guys to show HOW AWESOME ASHLEY YANG'S POEMS ARE! LOL.

COOLIOS. (:

GARGH. Being sick is one of the worst experiences anyone can ever get. I can't believe I'm saying this, but going to school is actually better than falling sick and being stuck at home doing nothing. I've been spending most of these 2 days lying on my bed and basically sleeeping like like a log. It sucks I tell you, to not be able to eat as much as you want and get out there in the world to explore whatever you want!!!

OK I think my fever caused a little brain damage on me. I'm freaking out now over piano exam. It's just one week away and I'M SICK! Why must I be infected with some stupid virus infection at this point of time?!? WHY????????????? I SHOULD HAVE LISTENED TO MY MOM AND STAY AWAY FROM THE RAIN!!!

Anyway, I'm tired. I need my sleep again. And I'm going off now. BYE.

XOXOXO,
Tia'(sick @_@)

WOOTS! LET THE HOLIDAYS BEGIN!!! I'm SUPER-DUPER-ULTRA-MEGA-DAMN happy the holidays are finally here!!! Although it's ONLY 1 week, I will make full use of it!

BY CHILLING OUT AND HAVING LOTS OF FUN YO!

BWAHAHAHA! Today was super fun! :D

LILANG, VANVAN, YI XUAN, MARILYN AND I DID A REMAKE OF JACK NEO'S DRAMATIC INTERVIEW! HAHA! It was TOTALLY AWESOME. WOOTS WE ROCKED TO THE CORE YO! :D

I think I'm gonna post the video on FB. Oh and I'm DEFINITELY posting the spastic pictures we took. :D I can't post them now cause I can't transfer the pics into my Dad's lappie (which I'm using now). -.- Nvm, I shall post them the next time! WEEE!

XOXOXO,
Tia'(smile!)

OH CRAP! ONE MONTH WITHOUT A SINGLE POST! WOW THAT'S A RECORD! YAY.

One whole month to talk about. Whoa. But I'm just gonna summarize all the "exciting" events that happened. Oh and man, this past month has been a real nerve-wrecking one. Literally.

Since February took off, those weeks have been a roller coaster ride for me. I had been engulfed in total confusion, hysterics and sheer frustration. I've been screaming inside, desperate for help to get me out of this worry hole. I've been so stressed up and pressurized, it dawned on me that... I need GOD.

Freaking out and breaking down has got to be the toughest challenges problems to oversome on my list of challenges. Nowadays, I sometimes experiencce this whirlwind of emotions: I don't understand something, I ask for help, try to understand but still fail to get it. Then I freak out and get more confused, which is followed by a sudden MENTAL BLOCK.

I don't know if this has anything to do with PMS or raging hormones (I really doubt this), but I do know that it's a major emotional problem I have to curb. Before, well, another crisis occurs.

Maybe it's because that I'm such a perfectionist that I set such high standards of myself. Maybe it's because I have too much of a domineering spirit, that I can't take failure once it slams on me. Maybe it's because, I just don't have that high self-esteem in myself.

Which is why I finally realise I NEED GOD. HE is the one who can pull me back up when I'm drowning in my troubles. HE is the one whom I can run to whenever I'm at a total loss. And indeed, I have regained back (a little) of my confidence. It takes one step at a time. I know it'll be tough, but anything's possible with God. :D

OK next topic! I'm gonna post "My Goals for 2010" list just to remind me that I HAVE TO ACHIEVE THESE RESULTS AT THE END OF THE YEAR!!!

English: A1
Maths: A1
Biology: A1
Physics: A1
Chemistry: A2 (CHEM SUCKS CRAP!)
HMT: A2/B3 (CHINESE SUCK MOST CRAP!!!)
Geography: A1
History: A1
Literature: A1
MEP: A2 (MEP SUCKS CRAP TOO!)
Art: A1 (although Art is the least important subject, it is still quite easy to achieve an A1 :D)

DONEEE. (: OK now I'm gonna compare those with my Term 1 (suck shit) results. -.-

English: B4
Maths: A1
Physics A1 (Bio and Chem will be next term and the following term)
HMT: C6
Geography: A1
History: A1
Literature: A1
MEP: C5
Art: A1

See the HUGE contrast??? Yes I can totally see it. -.- THIS is why I freaked out so much. BECAUSE IT SUCKS SHIT!!! And THIS is also why I'M GONNA MUG LIKE MAD NEXT TERM!!!

Wish me good luck guys. It's gonna be a challenging ride. And I'm gonna prevail through it!

TEA-AIR-RAH FTW! (LOL self-esteem boost.)

XOXOXO,
Tia'(smile!)

Today's got to be one of the most blessed and lucky days of my life!

YES! IT'S CHINESE NEW YEAR, VALENTINE'S DAY AND MY BIRTHDAY!!! :D:D:D

WOOTS!

It's so awesome to have three major events happening in one day cause it's a really rare chance that something like this can actually happen. :D

YAY I'M 14 ! And that makes me an official TEENAGE GIRL! :D OK I'm not really sure if that's a good thing or a bad thing. But I sure do hope that this year will be a great year ahead for me! Hopefully, I won't screw up as much as I used to. :X Also, I've made a huge resolution this year:

TO BE HAPPY AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE AND LEAVE ALL MY WORRIES TO GOD! :D:D

Oh and I would also like to say a BIG thank you to all those people who wished me Happy Birthday. I really appreciate it, THANKS! :D

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR AND HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY EVERYONE! (:

XOXO,
Tia'(rejoice!)

Yes, this blog is officially DEAD. But I don't care. >: I'm still gonna post. I'm still gonna crap. AND I'M STILL GONNA REVIVE IT! Hopefully. o.o

This is gonna be own my personal diary. Yep, this will be a site in which my stories are heard, my cries and joys are expressed and maybe, where all my random ideas all come into.

OK whatever. I shall just begin with how the first two days of the week have been. There are only three words to describe it.

SUCK. SUCK. SUCK.

I really regret slacking during the November/December holidays cause my results are freaking me out. SERIOUSLY. I can't help but just hate myself inside, "WHY TIARA WHY? WHY ARE YOU SUCH AN IDIOT?" Maybe I wasn't that pessimistic, but it still dawned on me that I gotta start gearing up before it's too late.

I don't wanna flunk any tests this year (especially Chinese) and aiming to get A1 for all the science subjects is a definite MUST-MUST. However, there is a constant disturbance in my mind. I often question myself, "Will I be able to make it?". I really hope so.

When our teacher announced that I had to go for Engoish remedial, I was totally caught off guard. WTH?! ENGLISH REMEDIAL FOR ME?! I'm supposed to have Chinese instead of English HELLO!

Obviously, I kept it to myself the whole time until someody actually asked me,

"Hey Tiara why are you staying back?"

"Urm... Remedial?" *looks away*

"For chinese remedial?"

"Urm... No......"

"OMG TIARA YOU'RE IN ENGLISH REMEDIAL?! That's impossible!" *clutches face with shocked expression*

"UH..... It just sort of happened that my vocab killed me?"

*Stunned look*

And that was how the scenerio went when I surprise them with my oh-guess-what-I'm-in-english-remedial news.

EMBARRASSING MUCH???

English used to be my second best subject, right after maths, and chinese was, of course, my worst. It was undoubtedly humiliating and disappointing but there were no other options left. -.-

Apart from studying really hard, and putting in my 100% effort, I gotta have my self-esteem back. I can't lose it. I need it. Without that self-driven determination, I don't think my results will get anywhere. I might have been overwhelmed by my sudden bad results, but I do know that God has His own purpose for me! HAHAHA!

The first step to improving, is TO CUT DOWN ON MY FB USAGE! YES! I shall only go on FB only once a week from now on! And the second step, is to PAY ATTENTION IS CLASS! FYI, my attention span in class is almost zero. I can't help annoying Hilary when I'm bored sometimes, especially during Chinese and Maths. Sorry Hil. :D

YES I'M GOING TO TRY TO DO MY BEST! FIGHTING! :D

OH MY GOSH YES I KNOW IT'S BEEN A LOOONG TIME SINCE I'VE POSTED. The last time I did was NEW YEAR. OMG NEW YEARR.

And lotss of changes happened around here in the past two weeks.

First of all, I GOT BRACES! OK maybe there's not a big deal but the surprising thing is that I have been able to eat normally from the first day I started wearing it (sort of) and I experience NO PAIN! Oh and now that I'm getting used to it, I'm starting to think it's coool. B) Yay. :D

Secondly, I'm in this new class in which we MEP girls are mixed together with the DRAMA girls and some Home Econ. ones. Yeah and we're all REALLYYYY HYPER AND LOUD! Horny to speak of as well. LOL.

Furthermore, school has already gotten the vibe going from week 2 onwards. We started having tests already. In fact, we got FOUR tests already. Only in week 2. GREAT. Plus I totally screwed up Chinese compo. GRRRRRRR! D:<

I just hope that I won't screw up the next chinese test. ARRGHH.

Oh yeah and recently I'm into... K POP! WOOTS! OK but please note that I'm not korean-guy-crazy or anything, in fact I think most of them look gay. BUT HEECHUL STILL ROCKS! HAHAHAHA! Woohoo funny gay from SJ! =D=D

OK whatever this is getting lame and I know my blog has been dead for 2 weeks. Now that I've sort of "revived" it, I hope I will be able to have time to post enough. *cross fingers* :X

KEEP TAGGING! :D

XOXO,
Tia'(smile!)